I met one of my favourite people in the world today In the crowd to meet him I lost my breath and started hyperventilating, ended up sat on the floor surrounded by people having a panic attack. When he realised, he was telling everyone ‘move, MOVE I need to get to her’ then he sat over my legs and held my hand and stroked my thumb to the rhythm of him counting to 3, calming my breathing down. No one has ever been able to calm me down that fast or that well before, and it killed me to see him freaking out later when too many people started surrounding them all - but he went out of his way to see me again later and I want to say that this boy means so so much to me and I’m so grateful to and for him okay that’s all

Iya im ryan